Let Her Tell You

Im a writer, I'm 17 , I'm going to have all these dreams and they will come true.
February 26th is the big day i'll be 18 I'm a lesbian.
You read that right. Need advice? Ask anon Im all ears.
I write, & i never stop. Going to college so you can see one of my books on the bookshelf one day <3 Im a girlfriend of a lovely girl who's 20 years old brought on this Earth to hold my hand through it all. Im a daughter of a mother who makes me miserable half the time and doesnt understand me. Im daughter of a father who doesnt deserve that lable. And im a sister of 6, but ill only ever know 4. I stand, and walk, and cry alone. I dream, and dive, and sleep alone. I pray and breath and accomplish alone.
I have a disease i found out in the begining of December of 2011, which changed my life alot and i just would like to say appreciate the thing's you have and can get cause somebody out there wishes they could.
I think about dieing alot, but somebody always stops me so maybe theres a reason for my presents of being here. But in the end I'v never wanted out more than anything.